3 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:2 A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;3 A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;5 A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;6 A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;7 A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

my little moments of smiles

Lord please let me stay sane. I can feel me slipping back to that old rmythm of closing myself in. After that the selfishness sets in. Then the scitsing starts in, where I think no one cares about me, no one loves me, its only me know one will help, I'm all alone. Hell, my mentaility is already going that way. If I become the walking dead, "shoot" me. Don't let me go in cause I might stay this time. Mommas gone. She was a reason to stay together, now that she's not, well now what. I think I just need to do something for me and only me. Going to the dinner party was a good thing, I needed that a lot. My fam just don't know how much. I think its God way of saying, hey!, don't go there tedra. Cause, of course I asked for his help and I have to take joy in the little moments of smiles(ps I just thought of a moment to smile for!!!!)Okay, yeah, I have to remember those good memories and keep talking to God because boy, he has been good to me.

kiss kiss kisses
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